"I thought you cared about me. I guess you did until you found her."
Out of all the people I have gone out of my way to do things for and that I made things for to make them feel better…
Only one person has actively reciprocated and made me feel appreciated.
I may say I want nothing in return, that I wanted to do it so you’d feel better, but you know what? I want to feel like I didn’t waste my time and do something you would never do for me.
One person has actively made me feel like I did a good thing and made them feel loads better.
Out of more than a dozen people I’ve gone out of my way to do things for. Writing, editing, gif-making. Whatever.
It starts to feel pretty shitty.
And I hate to use a cliche but if you think this is about you it probably is.
I have always felt this way
literally me and my life in a nutshell